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I am now a 36 year old widow. Not sure how much things can change or how much they can change but let me tell you it can happen in the blink of an eye. The rug has been pulled from under me and I am struggling to pick myself and my kids up. I feel like sometimes, we have to be ready for when our plans and God's plans change what we think is going to happen. I am hopeful that our family's future includes Mark, my beloved husband, as much as we can.


Chris is 12! Brooklyn is 7! Preston is 6! and Kyler is 2!

Monday, April 4, 2011

I am horrible!

It has been too long since I wrote in my blog!  So much is going on and things have changed.  Some for the better, some for the worse.  Well I started seeing someone new in December, he is a really great person.  Not perfect but who is?  We spend a lot of time together and love each other.  Well I am happy to say we are expecting a baby in yet again September.  It has been a stressful pregnancy to say the least.  The kids and I got into a major car accident in February and I had some internal bleeding and was worried I would lose the baby.  I have been home from work since then, I find myself having a lot of anxiety about going back to work for some reason?  Anyway enough of that for now.  A few pictures...

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